When you started to hate everyone, then the problem is on you.
Maybe you feel depression, find everything not going as well as you want. It's
completely natural, we blame, we fight, and we get angry. The problem is, I
could blame but I couldn't fight everyone whom makes me angry. I stay bitter
and angry. And the longer I stay bitter and angry, the more I hate everyone
whom makes me angry.
Every time I feel angry, I kept myself quiet as long as I could.
And then my anger disappears. When those people doing something that affect me
and that make me angry, I’m trying so hard to keep calm and cool. But it hurts
me inside. I become expressionless and emotionless. I can’t express what
makes me angry, and I’m trying so hard to keep cheerful. And you know what, it
sucks.
If I burst out of anger,
I’m afraid that I would hurt someone. Even if that ‘someone’ is the one who
makes me angry. So, the best effort I can do is keep calm and cool. And pretend
that no one could make me angry. I’m the best person who could stay bitter and
calm at the same time.
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